December brings with it a bout of longing; a nostalgia that creaks in my bones and aches in my joints. A bitter wonderment for the future; a terrifying stab of shock that the year has passed and all that I’ve done has been quietly survive. But January is a clean slate; a new promise. A blank […]
I let him go because after the initial romance faded all that was left were bitter arguments of how much he felt I didn’t care. I let him go because I couldn’t live up to the idea of who he thought I was. The fantasy of the girl I should be. I let him go […]
Lose yourself in the worst way possible.Lose yourself to the pounding music of the dance floor; to the white lies and white lines; to the loveless, luckless marriage of bodies sweating. Lose yourself in the roaring crowd; in the warm arms of cheap whiskey; lose yourself in the early morning walk of shame. Lose yourself […]
Grief can break you. It pulls to surface the voices that lie dormant; until the joints in your body ache with the memory of his touch, the break of his voice, the crest of his smile. Till you’re nothing but a disjointed, shivering mess, lying in the puddle of your own misery – the pulses […]
lessons of summer 